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Thank you guys, this means a lot me.

Today, I've started to feel really sick (I think around noon). My eyes began to burn, I was very sweaty and my skin was literally on fire. Then headaches came after that and then my muscles became painful. It's very likely that I've got a flu and I wondered why this happened to me. As if it wasn't enough to have terrible cravings, a ton of studying material and an exam that will be in almost a week and will determine my future. I'm so tired of everything. If you are a Christian (or not necessarily) please pray for me so that I'll get well and being able to study to pass this exam. Thank you very, very much

David

Today, I've started to feel really sick (I think around noon). My eyes began to burn, I was very sweaty and my skin was literally on fire. Then headaches came after that and then my muscles became painful. It's very likely that I've got a flu and I wondered why this happened to me. As if it wasn't enough to have terrible cravings, a ton of studying material and an exam that will be in almost a week and will determine my future. I'm so tired of everything. If you are a Christian (or not necessarily) please pray for me so that I'll get well and being able to study to pass this exam. Thank you very, very much

David

I had a tough night and I couldn't sleep at all because of the high fever. I think I had around 40 degrees Celsius and I was forced to sleep almost totally uncovered and now I'm struggling to get some sleep although it will be very hard. Thank you for praying for me, Lisa and May.

I had a tough night and I couldn't sleep at all because of the high fever. I think I had around 40 degrees Celsius and I was forced to sleep almost totally uncovered and now I'm struggling to get some sleep although it will be very hard. Thank you for praying for me, Lisa and May.

Thank you for encouraging me !

Thank you for encouraging me !

I had another torturous night...I couldn't sleep at all and I had some terrible headaches that didn't go away even now. I've tried to take naps but it doesn't work. I can't even study or do something useful. I can barely eat and I've also lost weight .I feel like I have no strength left. My life is so miserable now. I had some gaming thoughts last night but I didn't let them grow. I learned that lesson already. I can only write here for a few moments because my eyes started to hurt. Why is this happening to me?

I had another torturous night...I couldn't sleep at all and I had some terrible headaches that didn't go away even now. I've tried to take naps but it doesn't work. I can't even study or do something useful. I can barely eat and I've also lost weight .I feel like I have no strength left. My life is so miserable now. I had some gaming thoughts last night but I didn't let them grow. I learned that lesson already. I can only write here for a few moments because my eyes started to hurt. Why is this happening to me?

I managed to get over the flu and it was pretty tough. I failed an exam because of that by I know I'm getting better. i had some relapses next week and I realised that I really need a sponsor. And thank God, I now have one. I really believe that this will help me to grow stronger and cleaner. I am happy... I really am. I don't feel broken anymore. There is hope. I can do this with the help of God , my family and people like you that encourage and support me.

I managed to get over the flu and it was pretty tough. I failed an exam because of that by I know I'm getting better. i had some relapses next week and I realised that I really need a sponsor. And thank God, I now have one. I really believe that this will help me to grow stronger and cleaner. I am happy... I really am. I don't feel broken anymore. There is hope. I can do this with the help of God , my family and people like you that encourage and support me.

Yes, that's true, thank you...I learned something very important that, in my opinion, will be vital during my recovery and that is to be optimistic. If I am in a bad mood and I beat myself up all the time this will just make my life more difficult. And if people here have a successful recovery that means it's possible. That means I can do achieve that too.

Yes, that's true, thank you...I learned something very important that, in my opinion, will be vital during my recovery and that is to be optimistic. If I am in a bad mood and I beat myself up all the time this will just make my life more difficult. And if people here have a successful recovery that means it's possible. That means I can do achieve that too.

LAST WEEK REPORT

I had a tough week and I wanted to do a list with my achievements since my daily journal became too tiring for me. Recently i had some nigthmares about gaming but thank God I didn't happen in real life. I was pretty scared. And now, here's my list :

1. First of all, my spiritual life grew a lot. This is the key for my recovery.

2. I exercised almost daily and I walked a lot when I couldn't run , like 2 or more miles a day.

3. I watched less videos, movies, cartoons etc. This is still a challenge for me. I noticed that I tend to surf the internet too much.

4. I practiced a few times the piano. It's pretty challenging but nice.

5. I started studying but I still have to improve my "times". Sometimes I can't bring myself to study a word and sometimes I study qute a bit.

6. I did A LOT of volunteering, like 4 or more hours a day. I also finished the palliative care for people with terminal diseases and now I can be a "medical" volunteer also not just a regular volunteer.

7. I met a lot of new people and made a lot of friends while volunteering. I spent some quality time with them and it was awesome.

8. I have a sponsor now that can meet with me regularly. I am truly grateful for my sponsor. I was really encouraged and that helped me a lot too.

Maybe there are some other things but I can't remember now. Anyway, I am happy that I'm doing so much better and I hope that things will get even better.

LAST WEEK REPORT

I had a tough week and I wanted to do a list with my achievements since my daily journal became too tiring for me. Recently i had some nigthmares about gaming but thank God I didn't happen in real life. I was pretty scared. And now, here's my list :

1. First of all, my spiritual life grew a lot. This is the key for my recovery.

2. I exercised almost daily and I walked a lot when I couldn't run , like 2 or more miles a day.

3. I watched less videos, movies, cartoons etc. This is still a challenge for me. I noticed that I tend to surf the internet too much.

4. I practiced a few times the piano. It's pretty challenging but nice.

5. I started studying but I still have to improve my "times". Sometimes I can't bring myself to study a word and sometimes I study qute a bit.

6. I did A LOT of volunteering, like 4 or more hours a day. I also finished the palliative care for people with terminal diseases and now I can be a "medical" volunteer also not just a regular volunteer.

7. I met a lot of new people and made a lot of friends while volunteering. I spent some quality time with them and it was awesome.

8. I have a sponsor now that can meet with me regularly. I am truly grateful for my sponsor. I was really encouraged and that helped me a lot too.

Maybe there are some other things but I can't remember now. Anyway, I am happy that I'm doing so much better and I hope that things will get even better.

Hello everyone. I'm so glad I decided to start posting here again. I want also to confess that since the last 2 weeks I had some short relapses and thank God I didn't give in. I did some improvement in my diet, studying and exercising but I need to share my achievements and losses because that's what OLGA is about in my opinion. Sharing here, constantly, seems to be beneficial so I'll do my best to do this least once a week.

Thanks for reading and have a nice day :)

Hello everyone. I'm so glad I decided to start posting here again. I want also to confess that since the last 2 weeks I had some short relapses and thank God I didn't give in. I did some improvement in my diet, studying and exercising but I need to share my achievements and losses because that's what OLGA is about in my opinion. Sharing here, constantly, seems to be beneficial so I'll do my best to do this least once a week.

Thanks for reading and have a nice day :)

Hello everyone. I have some news for you ! Which one do you prefer first, good news or bad news? Well, I will start with the bad news anyway :) . So, I had some little relapses this week, not too long but still had it. Those were the bad news. Now the good news: I continued my running training, I studied more than before , I was more spiritual AND my Higher Power helped me to take a 95 % at a tough Anatomy exam ! This was the best result I had in the last 2 years ! I am so excited and I really want to give my best for the next to come. Until the next news, I wish everyone (including me obviosuly :) a wonderful recovery !

It's been a while since I haven't updated my post but yesterday I had a challenging Anatomy exam and although I wasn't too prepared for it i feel I did well. Can't wait for the results !

I've just received an email from my teacher and I was told I got 90 % !!! Yes !!!