It's so ****ed easy...
It's so ****ed easy to close the employment agency websites and open Fileplanet to surf for a Beta of the latest MMO or shooter. It's too easy to jump over to porn sites in a vain attempt to satisfy whatever perverse desire possesses my brain, but dear God it is so wrong.
It's excruciatingly difficult to remind myself, an hour in an MMO can lead to nothing good for me. The greatest joy, the finest liberty, ironically lies in denying myself the 'pleasure' of the game in pursuit of a better life.
One day at a time...