Tonight I feld depressed and not to well. Was reading the forum thread and hitted an old post from diggo dating from 2003 on his fish bowl.
I went to bed to take some rest I was not well either in bed.
I had trowned my cd's in garbage can where I work. Was lying in bed "geeeez will you be a victim of your own self all your life?".
Got out of bed, got dressed and went out to fetch my garbage bag. Was still there. Took it back home and broke all of them as I was writing my name on each of them.
They are in a box all broken up and I will send them to diggo's fish bowl next week.
Felt good doing it. It's a good thing I think and I want to remember it for a long time and wish not to ever forget.
What a freaky relief!!!!!!!!
Donno just a symbolic move. I just dont want this in my life anymore.
There is a guy in eve online he made a video about his last days in eve. Name of the fellow's character was Drunkenone and he made a pretty strong statement about eve online as he was leaving the game.
"I am leaving the blob and the smacktalk of eve and hoping that tomorrow will be a better day."
Blob's in eve online are those massive gathering of players hitting on each other. Smacktalks well it's peeps insulting each others in channels but that you all knew it.
I guess too I am following the same way, hoping that tomorrow will be a better day.
Edited by: PhilippeD at: 3/4/06 20:39
I will at least be sure that I am on the way
that right one where I choose to play
the things that strike my fancy of free will
and even though sometimes it seems uphill
this way will carry me through fields and streams
towards the bigger "hall of fame" of lifeA's achievements
and my dreams
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What you think, you create. What you say, you produce. What you do, you call forth more of.
Will send my junk to the above listed adress.
So nice, so damm nice, I really proud of myself.
It really felt liberating. I cant encourage peeps to do it but if they do they will see something they havent seened before.
Really appreciate your help.
Tahnk you so much from the bottom of my hart.
Phil gamer addict