today was hard for me.today was a big trip in runescape to the god wars.I was thinking about it so much.
so many things were running threw my head.about life and how this games grasp on me was so hard.
I lost it.grabbed my guitar and started to strum stairway to heaven but added my own words.
it felt so great to get it all out In a diffrent way.
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" who knew that a baseball bat could change your life"
I know what you mean. finding a way to express all you feel is good and helpful. Recovery is not easy at first but you hang in there, you can do it. :)
"Be the change you want to see in the world" -------Mahatma Gandhi.
That's the way... and you will learn to choose what else you can do, when your thinking starts about the game... It's a good idea to have a list of things to do, when you want to game or feel negativity/chaos overwhelming you. Playing the guitar helps me too. Coming up with new songs and lyrics. It is sooo much better than the effects of gaming.
I hadn't played in so long.befor the gaming started I was really very good.but I sold my 7string lespaul for 500 bucks to bye online money for the game.so I'm going to buy a new one I guess and and get back to playing. thank you for your support you guys are amazing
" who knew that a baseball bat could change your life"