Hello
This is about recovery. But first this :-
December 25th 2011 :- I am furious with that 'bloody game' and for the countless time in 2-3 years (of relapses) I uninstall and delete it from my computer.
In 2006 I began playing WoW and those first 18 months were the most hardcore addicted I have been to anything. Literally I was playing 14 hours on a Saturday and Sunday , squeezing what I could into every working day, eating food that need little cooking attention so I could maximize time played. In the bath reading about it , driving to work thinking about it , when I wasn't doing something at work I was planning what I was going to do on WoW once I got back.
Anyhow you all know how it is.
I hit rock bottom on December 9th 2013. Tommi and Maggie were around when I first came to OLGA in January of this year and great respect and thanks go out to Dan , Tommi, Maggie and all those that listened to me in that period.
I haven't played since 25/12/11 and I have played since then.
The issue for me was 'me' rather than gaming per se. Gaming was the final straw but I cross addicted to almost anything that vuagely paid me any attention or gave some kind of 'hit' for most of my life (I'm now 44).
I don't believe I can ever say anything for certain , so that also applies to saying I will never go back.
I have had a lot of support which humbles me . I don't come on here often now as I got quite busy with a job in late April till recently.
Whoever reads this, know: the sun also rises.
All I can say is , "its ok."
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Love
Mother Nature, Buddha nature, God, Shiva, Energy.....many religions, beliefs and values.....
different doors into the same room
thank you!
Yes! I appreciate you!
Andrew P. Doan, MPH, MD, PhD
My Gaming Addiction Videos on YouTube: YouTube.com/@DrAndrewDoan
*The views expressed are of the author's and do not necessarily reflect the official policy of the U.S. Navy, DHA or Department of Defense.
Thankyou!